It has to be today and not tomorrow
not a week after, it really has to be today
every day is a battle
no, I can’t make any promises.
“Honestly, do you really want to die? ”
Generally, yeah. I can’t help it. That’s how I feel.
“Okay, but it really isn’t worth it, isn’t it?
being in a disruptive state, making sacrifices ”
Worthy or losing it, didn’t matter.
It is about shutting every pain and feelings
just be free.
I know all of them care, that make it even more painful.